B-12 ANEMIA

I need to vent

I am so upset that I need to vent about it, so thanks for bearing with me.  As many of you know, it was a long tedious process for me to get diagnosed with B12 deficiency/pernicious anemia.  Many of the doctors I went to just assumed that I was exadurating and had problems with my hubby I didn’t want to tell them about.  They all wanted to prescribe anti-depressants and anxiety medication and call it a day.  When I finally found my current doctor, he saved my life and got me back to normal. It took a few years of trial and error, but I’m on a great shot schedule that is perfect for me.

We just found out a week or so ago that my husbands work has changed insurance companies again.  I put it off as long as possible, but finally bit the bullet and checked what doctors are on our new plan.  Can you guess what I’m going to say next?  I bet  you can.  My beloved doctor does not take our new insurance, Aetna.

I pretty much cried all morning.  I guess I will look into getting different insurance, but from the research I’ve already done it looks pretty expensive to do it that way.  I know everything happens for a reason, but why can’t any of my lessons in life ever come easy.  I get sick to my stomach thinking about going to a new doctor and trying to convince him that what I do now is the best for me.

Thanks for letting me vent.  I really needed it.  It feels good to get it out and share with you guys.